HOW QUICKLY I’VE GONE BACK TO OPACITY, VAGUENESS AND DISTRACTION.
THE EMAILS.
THE NOTIFICATIONS.
THE PROCESSES.
THE OUTCOMES.
THE NUMBERS.
THE EXPECTATIONS.
THE DELIVERABLES.
THE DEADLINES.
THE COLDNESS.
THE FLUFF.
THE JARGON.
THE NON-DRAMA.
THE SHIT CHAT.
THE DICHOTOMY.
BETWEEN WHAT I’M DOING NOW AND WHAT I WAS DOING BEFORE.
BETWEEN WHERE I AM NOW AND WHERE I WAS BEFORE.
BETWEEN HOW I FEEL NOW AND HOW I FELT BEFORE.
I WANT BEFORE.
I WANT 3 MONTHS AGO.
I WANT 3 MONTHS FROM NOW.
I WANT PRESENCE. I WANT AUTHENTICITY. I WANT FREEDOM.